What A Day !!

Well its been one of them crazy days when I decide to clean out the basement. At first I thought I could handle it but NOT. There was boxes and boxes to go threw. I never, in all the years that I've know Steven, have I know him to be such a Pack Rat....papers....ooh my goodness...pay stubs since 1980. (Sorry love, your secret is out.) Looks like Im gonna need a heavy duty shredder or a incinerator. *smile* That was just one of my funny moments. On the other hand, it was also very depressing. Going through all his things made me feel like I was invading his privacy yet it was something that had to be done. Although finding old pictures of us, old holiday cards and little mementos he had saved over the years just made me cry. Who would of thought that such little things meant so much to him. Hummm...they say that giving away a deceased ones things is all part of finding closure but, I don't see that as being possible, for most of Stevens things I wont even part with. So for now, instead of 20 boxes, I now have 6. My love, I'm deeply missing you :( 143-4ever SKR