Emotionally Drained

Emotionally drained today. It's been raining for days. Today I visited Stevens grave...I can't help but feel saddened. I just wanted to ball my eyes out but I'm strong willed to not break down, not yet anyhow. I hate coming home to an empty house, sitting on the couch where he once laid and sleeping on the bed where we once shared our most interment nights. I just wanna thank you Jesus for holding me up with your hands.