May 07, 2011

Very exhausting day. We have had company since 11:00 am and that's ok for it help ease some of the tension that we are all facing. Steven has lost most of his voice due to all the vomiting he has been having. He continues to vomit mostly bile. My heart continues to weep in pain for I myself can't help him ease the pain and suffering that he's going through. His nights consist of restlessness and interrupted sleep. Oh how I had wished that lowering the morphine was the answer to easing some of his vomiting episodes but I was so wrong. He continues to be in less pain and distress and for that, I thank you Jesus....<3