May 10,2011

Another long day filled with friends and family visits. Stevens dad came and now Steven will be at peace with the Lord. Ever breath is now a great effort for him, exhaustion has become more and more evident requiring Oxygen to ease the fear of no being able to breath. Pain, well it was managed yet now he's seeking more Morphine.  It's gonna be a long night for death is written all over his face. I'm alone and scared. Crying doesn't ease my pain. Dear Lord, if it's time to take him into your kingdom, please take him while he sleeps.