May 09,2011

Today is so not a good day. The Hospice doctor came today with the Hospice nurse and adjusted Stevens morphine. Also put him on Prilosec for his stomach. O God...he's looking worse than ever. I can see him proceeding into another stage of death. Why is it so hard for me to understand. Why after being married for such a short time have you decided to take him from me ? Why or lord ? Why ? I'm very angry and so bitter today.