April 27,2011

Here we go again.... I know it's been awhile but I've been way to busy to write. Steven turned jaundice on Saturday and had blood work on Monday. His blood work is all off again and had to have a CAT scan yesterday. Today, just a little while ago, we set out for the doctors appointment. He is now down to a 88 pounds. All medical options where presented from his oncologist and thats when the first time Steven looked me with tearful eyes and asked me "Boo, am I dying ?" All I could do is breakdown and cry. No answer was ever given from me for I was in total numbness and totally speechless. Steven then requested to his doctor that he would like to give it one more shot to see if his stent can be repaired and was therefore admitted hospital. The question now is...is the stent clogged again or has the cancer spread ? Hospice was also an option but Stevens still remains in daniel and has already requested surgery. I'm not sure what's to come.... so I will just take it one day at a time. Lord, help me !