Well I went to work today. Steven has been in the hospital and was awaiting surgery to have his stent repaired until I received a so dreaded call from his doctor. No surgery is going to take place. Stevens Bp is way to low and the doctor suggested I take him home and have Hospice Care services. Steven will eventually die, all his vital organs will shut down and the toxins in his liver will cause him to sleep more once they are released into his body. All I could do was break down and cry at this point. This is so not fair.....why Lord? Why ? I left work and cried all the way to the hospital to visit Steven. Steven decided on getting the pic line removed and made himself a DNR/DNI. He received 2 units of PRBC and then he was discharged from the hospital. Hospice will visit tonight at our house. I'm trying my best to stay strong for any sigh of weakness will have Steven wonder why I'm am so worried. Please Lord, give me STRENGTH !!!!
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