So forgot to log in yesterday but nothing out of the ordinary happened. Stevens still dealing with the constant stomach pain and vomiting after he eats anything. He's now weighing 105 pounds. This stomach cancer is brutal. He spends all his time watching television while lying on the couch. He very seldom goes anywhere with the exception of doctors appointments. He now receives TPN every other night and has been refusing to take his night time insulin. It seems to me that he has become one angry man. Often I can hear him crying while in the bathroom and praying to God. “Please GOD forgive me.” He tries to hide his emotions from me, but I know exactly if not close to it, how he feels. As for me, well I still spend most days working then it's home bound for me. Life has been a real challenge since we got married. Thank you Lord for one more day with my husband.
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