Tears for You.....

All I do is think of you each and every second of my days ...today is so one of them very emotional days Steven. My heart deeply bleeds for you so much with each tear drop that falls from my eyes. I'm so deeply hurt...I feel that every day that I'm here without you, a little bit more of me dies. I so deeply long for your love again Steven...for you to hold me one more time just to say "I love you Boo"and every things gonna be ok." I know I told you I would be alright...but that in itself was just a lie...I'm not ok ! I soooooo miss you ! :'( <3 Boo

Bullfrogs and Butterflies

• Today I went and visited you... as I do each and every day...
• But today was something special... in each and every way.
• As I sit here thinking could it all be true...
• For I know it was amassing... that this could just be you.
• They say that things do happen... to those who are in love.
• But could this be happening... from Heaven up above ?
• So here you sat aimlessly... all quiet & so still...
• As if you know my presence... and thoughts of you still.
• So I looked at you as if I knew... that this could just be....
• Your my one and only Prince... who's come to rescue me :)

Today I went to plant flowers at my husbands grave site. Upon doing so, a frog leaped from the dirt and stood by my side, in this plant pot, the whole time I was there planting. I do believe that things (whither they be strange to you or not) happen for some reason that are unexplainable. But I truly believe that this was my TRUE LOVE watching over me this day :)


My Dearest Steven, 
Thank you for watching over me in your own special way. 
I love you still and always will.
143-Your Wife, Betty